yesterday while i was at the gym, it occurred to me that lauren would be dancing soon (in a few hours) in her first bunker dance recital. with that realization came many emotions. i usually try to ignore those feelings or quickly turn my thoughts to something else, but yesterday i let myself think..and feel...too much. (this weekend i missed many things. adam's return home, watching dance all day and night long, giving hugs and flowers...and then i started missing my father, my mother, and my kids, one by one, my friends, virginia, carole - my hair dresser...you name it, i thought about it and shed a tear or two over it.)
i am grateful to have this weekend over. i am grateful to have a busy week ahead. i am grateful to be feeling less emotional.
2 comments:
let yourself "feel". it makes the reunion that much sweeter.
i think it was "Oprah" that said she allows herself down time when she needs it...ron just knows when i'm sitting on the couch watching lifetime...just leave her be! Look how fast you move through it that is the blessing. We love and miss you...you are not forgotten...know you are in all of our prayers and thoughts...you are doing an amazing work...work most of us could never handle! much love oxoxoxoxo
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